Thoughts about AKB48's Minegishi Minami's demotion

I've already post this on Everyday48, 

I've been thinking if i wanted to write something or not because i'm very upset about the whole thing... but i decided i should write.
I finally had the courage to see the video, and it broke my heart. I care a lot for Miichan and i will continue to support her. It was very hard to see her that (kept crying and crying watching it and afterwords  ) way. I will not fault her for being in a relationship with that guy(if it was true) even if she knew she was not allowed too because she may of really liked him and who am i too say she shouldn't fall in love with anyone. I don't know her personally nor does some of her fans who are being so mean and unreasonable about this scandal. Maybe she should of hidden it better, but i really don't care that she was or not in a relationship. Frankly, i hate the stupid no-dating rule and all those crazy wotas thinking the girls should be pure and stuff. You're their fans not their lovers. 
As a girl, shaving your hair had to been so horrible for Miichan.. Hair is pretty important to girls and it showed how disappointed she was with herself and how deeply sorry she is to her fans for making them worry and being in a scandal. To actually start from the beginning as a KKS is so saddening.. she wont be a Team B member anymore(for now), wont be able to be in theater performances, maybe wont be able to be on the shows she does with the other members, maybe no more promoting the so long! song on the music program, and now she has to work EVEN more harder than she already do. The upside to being a KKS now is she can bond with the other KKS and my KKS bbys like Nana, Mako, Miyupon, Yukari, and Miki. And maybe, just maybe, she can still be on the music programs for so long! (if she want to) and still be in senbatsu.
I was considering of leaving this fandom and the idol world all together, but i want to stay because i really like these girls and i do really love AKB and the other sister groups. They changed me and help me believe in so many things i use to give up on. I will keep on supporting the groups and the girls and Miichan as long as i can.
Keep strong Miichan and i await your comeback! Show the fans and the haters that you are awesome and can do it. She actually took a hard road to take. She could of quit and continued dating that guy and other things but she chose to stay and be demoted AND shave her own hair. Miichan is an incredible person and i still see her as my role model.

To add on.. I actually wish she would of just graduated. Don't get me wrong, i really love Miichan and care about her and that is why i feel she could of left with her dignity... and hair.. What she did has brought so much fuss and people who don't know nothing about the Japanese or their idol world. It's gonna be real hard watching her go through the coming months, but i will always support her.